Blending in

It's been a while since I last updated my blog, guess no one will read them either..so... Maybe it's just me talking to myself, :/.

Anyway, throughout the years ever since I was born, I met different kind of people and have been in different kind of situations. I used to think some certain people will be my best friends forever so-called "BFF", I really did. But ever since I stepped into my secondary school life, and it hits me, every single people I knew changed drastically and dramatically. Maybe it's the environment and the so-called "maturity" caused the change? :/ I wasn't really used to it at first, but to blend in the society and everything, I changed, I had to. I'm not sure that's a bad thing or not, but what I know is I'm surely not the one who I used to be. Some people chose to blend in by buying the fancy bags, fancy shoes, fancy shirts and everything that starts with the word "fancy". Yeah, it feels good owning something that draws other's attention for awhile, but the attention won't last long, as an example, you bought a "fancy" car, right, you'll get everyone's attention, but what will happen after a month? Mhm, everyone will get used to it that you've a "fancy" car. OK, let's stretch the time a little further, now, how's it gonna be like after a year? No one will already give a damn about your car, no more, someone will even have already bought a fancier car than yours. So what're you gonna do now? Buy another fancier car? Can you afford that? Congratulations, if you can. Go buy a fancier one then. But how about the one who cannot afford? All of this blending-in thing is getting us crazy without you realizing that's already happening on yourself.

It's really weird, you know, how can oneself lose his/her personality and uniqueness because just want to be the one that defined as "normal", not even I'm excepted. But, I guess, it's never too late to realize it and make a change.

Look, you were not designed to be forced. You'll breath after your own fashion, and live with your own decision. You're the only you, god made you and you gotta learn to break the mold.

Anyway, have a nice day, people! :) xo

You're beautiful

Have you ever hated yourself so much and think that you're a wasting space? If nah, congratulations, you should probably keep it up. But if your answer is yes, stop doing that. I used to have these feelings towards myself, because I thought I'm not perfect, because everyone seems they're better than me in no matter academically or physically. I face dramas everyday in my life and stuff. You might even simply get called ugly or gay while you're just passing by someone who is randomly standing along the corridor. But to be honest it's not even worth to think in that way, because you're you, the only you on this planet, to be more specific you're like 1 out of  7 162 000 000++ of people. Yeah, imagine that numbers. And guess what? You thing you're a zero, but try to twist it from the two sides and stretch it out, and now you became "infinity"(∞). DON'T ever change just because you're so-called "ugly" in their eyes, and you know what? Beauty is only skin deep. Nothing is more important than your personality, there's no single use if your face and body are perfect but with a distorted personality. 

  Instead of feeling down, upset, why not try to do something that can cheer yourself up and here's a lil' tip, helping people in need will literally make you feel better, and you might even feel there's certain meaning that why you're here, you've been created. As what Buddha has said before "Thousands of candles can be lighted up from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by helping others and sharing." and yeah, you could be that single candle, too, you know!? :)

  Mate, tell yourself everyday whenever you're looking at the mirror and say "You're AWESOME!", because you're working on a principal called The Law of Attraction. :) The more you say it is, the more likely it can be it. Stop the negative thoughts from now on! And last, YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL. :D xo

Introducing myself.

Bonjour! This my very first post on blog. Oh, well, let me introduce myself, I'm a 17 years old(2014) guy from Malaysia, and I'm really interested in languages. Apparently, I'm learning Korean, Dutch and planning to take French next year. Add up with the languages I know, I can speak 6 languages, which is Mandarin, Cantonese, Malay, English, Korean and Dutch. Many people ask me why I'm so obsessed with languages, yeah why? I don't know to be honest, maybe I just simply love giving out my message to others in a different way? Lol. :)